Finished school in May. In training for my new job. Still seeing my psychiatrist and psychologist on a month and a half basis. My weight has leveled out and I’m maintaining it, but I need to do more. I was obsessing over a game while in school because I was very anxious and the game distracted me from my anxiety. I don’t think of it as being a healthy obsession. I was either studying and doing course work ,or staying awake 24 hours a day playing the game until I was physically falling asleep playing. I finally have it under control but it took awhile to withdraw from playing. I don’t how many people use video games as an escape. 

My niece turns 12 tomorrow. Hard to believe. She’s getting taller, and smarter. She’s alot like me. I just hope she isn’t too much like me.  I don’t want her to have to deal with this illness all her life.

I’m doing okay. Not as well as I’d like, but much better in some ways. I actually made the dean’s list in school. I’m not cooking as often as I’d like. To much processed food and fast food. I don’t know why except I don’t eat until I’m really hungry, and by that time I don’t want to cook. Something I’m working on I guess. 

Hope all are doing well. God bless

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